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* We may arrive home and suddenly feel that our house is too empty.
* We may suddenly dislike being alone. We may find ourselves eating for no particular reason, as an attempt to "fill up."
* We may find ourselves feeling unusually edgy, perhaps tense, or at best, restless.
* We may find it difficult to start a new project or to finish an old one.
* We may even feel that we are waiting for a bomb to drop, and we are not sure why.
* We may also find ourselves sleeping more with a new fatigue as we prepare to receive this light in all ways.

Note from MM:
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Restless indeed, not able to fill up. Trying to find a LOT of ways to do that: eating, drinking, smoking, shopping ... OR WANTING this and seeing the WANT/NEED clearly.

Seeing the PATTERNS of your conditioning, seeing others conditioning. Clearly and being agitated about it (why am I like this).

Not being able to do two things at the same time, especially:

Watching TV (sound on) and trying to listen a person speak.
Getting really agitated about it, not knowing why one cannot do two things anymore.

Driving a car becomes more difficult (one has to do more then one thing at the same time). Finding it stressfull.
Not being able to think about: do I need to push the breaks now and how should that be done?
In other words: THINKING becomes more difficult.
Sleepless nights or not being able to wake up.
Restless dreams with CLUES.

Feeling like walking on eggs. (Do GROUNDING EXERCISES!!)
Feeling like one is at several spaces. (I cannot explain this better or have other words...)

etc etc.

Feel free to mail me with what YOU experience!

Posted: 3:17:17 PM  

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