Look how busy you are in your mind, THINKING about the addiction.
The WHOLE day.
You put your energy in THINKING about, i.e. the sigaret : Now I want a sigaret.
Now I must smoke. Now it's so much fun, let's smoke.
AND SO ON AND ON.
The WHOLE day.
Picture this : you are OUT of sigarets, look how you become a MONSTER.
YOU HAVE TO GO BUY SIGARETS OR ...
You risk yours and other lifes to get a package.
In the Middle of the night you go out to get them, borrow them, etc.
And well, if ODDs are against you and buying what you want is not an option, well okay, this time you will go to bed early,
for there is nothing else to do without sigarets (or alcohol or ...)
So, let's talk about SEX addictions :
It is of the same, and really, MY BELIEF is WORSE, extend !!
I HAVE TO HAVE A PARTNER TO HAVE SEX.
I have to look my best, for maybe I will meet someone today.
WHOLE day ALL things you do, think or don't do has to do with your addiction.
AND WOW : If you have met someone, WAOH, THEN it starts !!!!!
The ACTINGS, the PERFORMANCE, the NOT YOU to get what you want !!
That's in your mind the WHOLE DAY !!
And really, did you EVER looked and SAW the other person for who he / she is ? No !!
You are so BUSY being Your Addicted YOU !!!!!!
You cannot think of something else !
You NEVER even realized the other person, you are a very egocentric being, because you are only interested to get what
YOU WANT (need) because you are a SLAVE.
SLAVE TO YOUR ADDICTION.
Drugs, alcohol etc. : the same.
What about BUYING.
Needing to buy, to shop, to go to the MALL, because you don't feel right.
Or feel very well.
But most of times it is when you feel BAD.
You compensate your feelings of lonelyness with shopping, buying;
your mind is occupied with just ONE thing : getting what you (think you) NEED !!
WHO told you your life should be a misere ?
You think you LIFE is a MISERE and THAT is why you SHOP, smoke or you act frustrated ?
LOOOOOOK and see what you are doing !
Your life is a misere because you put ALL day the stupid habits and addictions in front of YOU!
In front of YOU!
YOU are standing behind yourself, when you have addictions !
Last part : Don't you, who don't do drugs, smoke or drink alcohol, feel smart !!
Think about COFFEE, CANDY, being ANGRY, being MANIPULATING, being in a VICTIM's role !!
and so on and on ..
Time to STOP ?
How to start ?
Love yourself !
Posted: 8:14:46 AM
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